sadness

Again no one ever reads this so why do I write? Not sure. of course I don't write that much cause I can never remember. Right now I should be writing a paper for my African American lit class that is already late but I can't think of what else to write on it so i decided to blog about it to pass the time. So whats new you might ask? Well my dad died to weeks ago and ever since than me and my mom can't get along. on top of that my boyfriends mom is in the hospital. i can't take the sadness i want it to go way. but i believe that she will get better. I wish someone would read thing and comment at least i'd feel like someone is listening

whateva

HA i haven't written anything in so long lawl there not alot to talk bout and really no one reads this so why am i write i have no clue but whatever still going to do it when i remember but i got to go now

grandparents

today im talking bout grandparent and old peole in general no ofence so i went to a dinner party with my grandma yesterday to her friends house it was fun and the food was good but good there so stuck in there ways you know what i mean i like i said i wanted to get a tatoo and they had this huge opintion that tatoos make peole think you are cheap and i dont get it really wats wrong with puting ink on your body if you want it which i do oh and my grandma always hates what i wear cause i wear all black most of the time she always says"put color in to ur outfit" i say no and she have this pissed look inher eyes we can never agree on clothes its annoying and the the stuff she buys me i usually never wear well there is my rant till next time

well im back again yes i remembered to right lets see if i can keep this up. well i dont really have much to write at the moment. so im in washington right now spending time with my grandma and earning some cash by gardening u know washington is a really cool place lol im like an hour and a half away from forks (twilight !!!YAY) squim is where i am its really small town i like it but im more of a city girl always have been i always will one day i wanna move to nyc i would love that .

random shit lol first blog

ashlie at left
That is Dorie

God! lol I always get a blog then forget about them. Well i'll start writing in this more often just got to remind my self that shouldn't be hard well maybe it will be and really i never know what to write in these things so random stuff it is not that anyone is actually reading this but if you are thanks lol well since it my first blog on this thing might as well tell you about my self.
Well for starters my name is Alexandra but i dont like going by that ive always gone by ally so every one out i say hi lol im going to be a sophmore in grant high school which is located in portland , oregon for those who dont know. i live in an apartment with both my parent who are totally crazy lol but all in all i love them though sometimes i wish i could trade them ill go more in to that in my next blog if i remember. i have great friends which makes me happy cause in middle scool i didnt have alot of friends now i do and i love them dearly dont know what i'd do without them. i hang with rhe anime club at school and let me tell you what a crazy group of friends i have . well i hang with them but my best friend is ashlie she is not that crazy unless you give her coke its her favorite she is usually close in and quiet love her she is awesome . than there is dorie or you could call her nemo haha she came during the middle of the school year but we insantly became friend she loud and always have her own opinon . and last but not least there is liz wow hard to discribe liz well if your a guy i can tell you u will think she is hot all the guys do at school even some teacher lol ssshhh dont tell lol she is very open and totally love to show off her body you would be suprised some of the stuff she wears. there all the greats friend you could ask for ill tell you more about the later . back to me lol i love to read , vampire books ecspecially yes i love twiligjht who doesnt the book is way better than the movie though jake is H-O-T but i also love vampire acedemy and for who ever reads this and have read VA i cant wait for blood promise i need to know what happens to rose and dimitri !!!!!! oh and another great book is the mortal insterment you shold totally read it music is also very imporyant to me to three days grace ,breaking benjiman ,the academy is , linkin park , hollywood undead , 30H!3 and more lol i could go on forever but i have to go so ill try to update again soon.!!!!!!!!!!!!!